Well then, unless you have been hiding under a rock for the past few months, there has been an event in Egypt, and it has been spreading to the middle east. Thousands of people are in turmoil, many countries are in complete anarchy, and it seems as if this is only the beginning. And here in the U.S and all other witnessing countries, public opinion is split in half on what to do about everything. Seems like a real quagmire.

But I convince myself that everything will be alright with my visions, as I watch them one by one come to pass. I see and understand that our world is changing more than it ever has; in the hearts and minds of its own people. Even the physical earth is undergoing a transformation. And though such abrupt change causes strife, the hardships we are going through are there so that we can grow further in the future and be happy.

I believe it is our duty to carry out the vision. We are almost ready to start thinking globally, to meld our opinions and realities with those of others. There is so much strife because so few people are willing to try push understanding to the limits, and they refuse to see the other person’s point of view. We fail to realize that though the chaos is happening far away and we don’t personally know many people that are hurting, those who are are connected to us in so many ways. (Quick stat: it was predicted that since everything started happening, gas prices are predicted to be $5 a gallon THIS SUMMER.) If we have unity in mind and in heart, we can easily change the way things are in the middle east and stop the effects from hurting us so severely.

I truly believe the unity I saw is possible, and though I know it will be a lot of work and it might take some time to get used to it, we can and will live out the vision.

Thank You. Light and Love.

I will recall to you now the experience I had a year or so ago of a dream I had, a dream so vivid and certain that I look back at it and wonder if this is the dream and that was reality.

I was walking on water with a man with brown hair and white flowing robes. His energy was of a love so pure and strong I felt overwhelmingly feverish to stand next to him. This man was Jesus Christ.

The sky was pink and violet, the water perfectly crystal clear. We were discussing what was to come of the people on Earth. On the other side of me, he showed me in what was like a sort of holographic map of time the future of “his people.” I remember very little of what I saw, just city scapes and revolution of ideas, how they transformed everyone. He seemed intent on watching me learn of the future, but I don’t remember much. Even so, what I saw was not as important as what he told me.

I asked him what would become of his religion. I have always felt a connection to christianity, the age of Pisces, and it saddened me to know that the age was coming to an end. He told me*: “The age of Christ is dying, and a new one will be reborn. My child, you have to let me go.” I told him it was bittersweet to let go of his ideas, the faith, the love. But he told me i should feel joy. For a new teacher would come, this time a woman.

(For those of you who do not read many of my posts, this thing he said here led me to my greatest vision, who’s link is HERE. http://maianishikawa29.wordpress.com/2010/01/02/2012-the-end-is-only-a-new-begining/

I asked how he could let us go, how this woman could ever replace him, what would she bring. He told me: he would always love the human race more than I could comprehend. But his time was up, his job was done, and there was nothing more for him to give, as we have already taken it, used it as a tree uses water of a stream, and can go no further with his laws. God has sent a new leader, one who will guide the humans with a lighter hold, they have to have more freedom now, we have matured to the point where we can make our own decisions. He told me that religion, faith, is growing outdated, that we are going from belief to knowledge, and though it will live on, organized religion is doing much harm. We are fighting over what we are taught to believe as a small unit, and we need divine help to see past blind faith into an age where we respect and cherish differences rather than similarities because in this age we realize we are all the same on the inside. I am sure most of you already know this belief in theory by now.

Then I said something about his laws, what it was exactly I can’t remember. But what he answered was something wise, practical, and I remember it to this day as one of my favorite quotes. “Laws are rules that keep things in place until they are ready to be broken.” And it was time to break the rules. His laws were not absolute! In fact, they were designed to be stepping stones we has a race had to complete to raise the evolution. And the next legendary teacher’s rules would not be absolute either! The absolute law we discussed was change in laws itself.

I do not remember how the rest of the conversation went, only that he called me ‘My child’ a lot. He left in a cloak of light energy, light all around him, floating up to his father.

That is the vision, all that I can remember. I put a * on the parts that were not the exact words, but that were the main ideas and parts of what he said. Again, I realize this topic will prove to be widely contravercial, especially to athiests (who the new legend will have a loving talk with) but I felt I should write it, to see what anyone has to say.

Love to all, Maia

Then I realized that the places in which the schools are more seperated by race are the places that are less open minded and accepting of all cultures. I know this might seem like a ‘no duh’ to a lot of people but it wasn’t for me because I’ve never thought of a person by race until my asian flashback. And so I thought, maybe to make things more accepting around the world, what needs to happen is for first of all, more people to move out of their comfort zone and go where there aren’t many of their race and start bridging the gap by finding things in common and secondly, to stop talking about and implying racist things, or even just the idea that race makes people different. (ex: oh, he’s so street smart, he’s so black.) If we keep talking about how racism is bad, never say things like that, never judge people, it will teach people that in this world, there are people that do that and think that way and it will increace the chance of future generations being like we are, all seperated and stuff. If we never talked about it being bad and never did it, wouldn’t our kids just follow along on the right path?

I really don’t know for sure, nor I think does anyone, but I really would like some input. Open discussion anyone?

I am tired.

I am tired of not being fed the knowledge and understanding my heart and mind hungers for more than anything else in this world. Of learning things over and over again like an endless wheel of homework that most seem to be blind to. I am tired of watching those who cannot remember something as simple as a plot structure step over me and get recognized for how smart they are, how hard they try, and how far they will go in the world. I am tired of reaching and reaching and having no one to lift me up to my highest potential- just waiting here for something, anything worth living for. If I weren’t me, given the iron will I have, I’d be dead by now and happy about it. “Great spirits have often encountered violent opposition from weak minds.”

Being smart is bad– for now.

The schools of today are designed to hold everyone down so that the people that are less than half the IQ of people like me can move at their own pace and not be imbarassed. Those who do not try are given money through taxes and helpers so the work can be done for them. If you wanted to, I bet you could get away with not trying at all until you turned 18. Maybe even further. And what of the ones who have the potential to cure cancer, save the economy, and stop global warming? They are treated like they don’t exist. After they graduate we will most likely end up alone with few friends to relate to, messed up, seeking therapy. What happened to ‘all people deserve to be treated equal?”

Not to say I don’t appreciate the need for special ed programs, intelect might not mean everything in the work force, but it does count for a lot in this society. And it causes me endless frustration to know that people like me all over the world are being tied down from our dreams of making the world better by people that don’t try, and if they do try can’t produce something of real long term value without assistance.

This has to stop. This is sick. Schools are sick!!! I don’t care if I’m young, as one of my dear friends once said: “We can’t solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them.” Those that made this system are old, even dead. It is long past the time when we should be making a change. And if no one else is stepping up, then I have to be the one to do it. I can’t fight the system, I have to work with it, in the direction of change.

I have to stay positive. But I need help.

I know I’m a teenager- teenagers are in a wierd place in their lives, hormones coursing through their body as they struggle to differenciate their beliefs with their parents. And the whole Who am I thing is a part of that. But I never meant it to go this far. I just wanted a simple answer, like everyone else. A ‘you are a humanitarian’ would be a nice reasuring thing to tell me i was on the right path. But this? Heck no! Is this what i get for looking all the way to the bottom of the well? Am I perhaps in a little too deep? Well that would make sence, except for the fact that i am seriously different. I tried so hard to assure myself we were all the same but I guess they meant everyone but me. Or not. i don’t know! God my life is like some kind of a sick joke!

Maya have you ever thought about maybe not believing everything you hear online?

Yeah well duh I think of that constantly but let’s not forget the fact that i can see energies, can tell a good intention from a bad- and if you still say i don’t then there’s more. Indigo chat is not some teenage thing. most peole there have children or are thinking of marriage at least. There are only a few teenagers. And the ones i really trust- they were on there too. And they believe her. Gaia that crazy woman, i thank my lucky stars i’m not her. she is in quite a bit of trouble!

I will never forget what she told me- the other thing. About what was to come. My god, It sounds some good, some bad, but so unreal. Is this really my life? Or have I gotten mixed in to some horrible web of lies and deception like a foolish child? She talked of my vision too- the one i had on the rainbow child. She said it before I did. and she knew more about it than i did so part of me does believe her. And its not like im an alien, just something got transfered into my DNA. that’s normal, right? She said not human but maybe I read too much into it. I don’t know what the heck I should believe about that. I think the best thing I can do right now is to be with my normal freinds, the ones that don’t have superpowers and shit, and pretend im completely normal- completely legit. It’s the end of my time for understanding anyways- i’ll save the rest of my spiritual growth for 2012.

The earthquake was said to be very shallow in the earth’s crust and to have come from the ocean west of there a reletively far-ish ways away- in the direction of the pulse…

Anyways, I was doing some research on Indigoes and their mission and I learned first of the halls of Armani which is located in the center of the earth in the sixth dimention. Clicking on links that followed, I came to the City of Atlantis, where Indigoes are said to have come from many years ago. The Island was located in the middle east, thought the technonic plates have shifted over time. There have been searches but no city has been found. Yet.

Then I clicked on a random map showing the location of Haiti. And on it… right next to Haiti in the direction of the pulse… was the sunken Island of Atlantis. I got an image in my head again, this time not of the city but of a circular metal machiene of some kind. It swirled in the inside due to some unknown force… I assumed after looking atlantis up once more that it was a stargate but I just don’t know. I could be crazy. I wish I was crazy, I’ve tried to tell myself that for years and years but I’m sick of denying something I don’t think i have a choice but to believe in.

I don’t know if I believe in the Atlantis part yet but someday after I stop fearing dissaproval from my father I know I will. Maybe. Or maybe I’ll be locked up in an asylum forever regretting how I didn’t tell anyone about this sooner…

I decided immediately after hearing of Haiti’s fall to donate 200 dollars to the restoration cause. This is exactly the opportunity we indigo’s have all been looking for. The time is coming and we’d better get the world together before it’s too late.

A young girl then a woman stood above my view, looking up at the sky. I saw her aura shone like a brilliant rainbow. Her eyes were the most captivating as well as her smile I think. I simply cannot begin to describe it. Her eyes were the deepest pools of wisdom, and her smile was like all of humanity was smiling with her. Naturally, blessed with this vision I couldn’t help but to smile along with her and I cried. It was so beautiful. So much love and hope.

I cannot be certain, but I believe with all my heart and soul that what I saw will indeed come to pass, and I know my readers will hope with me. I believe this:

A rainbow child will be born on December 21st 2012 (in perhaps… Mexico?) that will lead us- work with us- to create a new and better place for all of humanity. I semi- recall also sensing a nuclear warhead in the back of my vision, but it may have been an after effect and if it was true at all, it must mean she will put an end to Nuclear Warfare– not a minute too late! She is, in my mind, the Water Carrier of Aquarius that holds the ultimate knowledge and it will flow to us. On this day a new age will begin and though the transition from Pisces to Aquarius has already begun, we will really be able to get the ball rolling. Forgive me for comparing, but I can’t help but connect this for-told birth to be like that of Jesus Christ, who began the Piscean Age. She is not religious, (I’m not saying anyone could ever be like Jesus) but spiritual and will act as the root of what is to come in the next age.

I notice that if you calculate the pinnacles for this date, the first is zero and the rest are all Nine- humanity.

The Life Path is 11, the visionary, and 11 is good for Aquarius as well.

Can someone tell me what they think?  I wold really like some imput on this one because I am utterly convinced and excited beyond words!

Edit–

I had a vision just a few days ago- it was in the form of a dream. And in this one if showed everything that will come to pass once all the star children have don’t their jobs and the order is in place on this planet.

After the starchildren have left, missions complete, the last rainbow- the one in my previous dream, stands on a grassy field overlooking the peace and love we have restored. and down by her feet are a pinkish crystal, a vessel for carying water, and in the grass she has planted…. indigo.